For me is a part of who I am, so I dint have a real choice in the matter. I've tried to give it up, but I cannot.
Everyone is different, my issue is adhd.. This is what keeps my kink alive, and that isn't going away any time soon.
Unicorn..
I am concerned about the abuse comment.. Agreed, kink Read more… should never ever be about abuse, even consent non consent stuff, it's still not abuse.
Basically if you feel you are in an abusive relationship then you have taken the first step to stop it all.
Maybe giving up kink is right for you, but doing it because of abuse.. That's awful and should never be the way.
You should seek friends to help you and rectify your situation, it doesn't sound good at all.
I know people who are in abusive relationships and they cannot see it... You can.
So make sure you help yourself, because rarely does anyone just step in out of the blue and fix it.
Only you can do this, before it goes to far.

Best position for fisting? One position I've tried is to have the female on her back, legs apart.. It's nothing fancy, the vanilla of the Fisting positions, lol.
So your partners hands are just a tad large maybe? There are lots of different lubes, specially anal Fisting ones, you could try those, Read more… love honey have a range. dunno the best position for anal fisting and probably best to work up to that.
Just remember to go really slow and introduce fingers gradually, spend some real time and train yourself to take the fist.
My hands are large, so if it doesn't fit, then there's only so much you can do. So don't force a square peg into a round hole 😉 not unless you truly are a masochist 😊

Poppers aren't as strong as they used to be. You can buy many different strengths and types across the Internet from Germany, but the UK is a restricted to the level they are now.
If you haven't had them before then I'm sure they will be great, but for seasoned users, get them from Europe.