I'm NOT here for a relationship! Leave this sleeping wolf alone!
Mine is a different perspective on most of life, being that my thoughts are comprised of streaming images, rather than words. This means that I am not very accomplished in group conversations, as it takes too long for any witty repartee I may have to translate from wordless mental movie into dialog, and you know the old saying, a picture is worth a thousand words, well that just makes deciding on the correct words to speak that much more difficult. However, I write; some of the most uncanny, possibly off-putting, stories, fairy tales, poems and erotica you may well rather avoid reading. So my purpose here is to corrupt the minds of readers with my writing.
Beyond that, I'm more blunt and tactless than you'll probably care to put up with. The bald truth hurts, which makes honesty a precious cruelty, and that's why it can be so humiliating and embarrassing on top of being extremely rare. I'm very easy to please, in that I love perfection, yet, even so, I settle for reality. I won't be finished until they pound the last nail in the lid, but I'm hurrying as quickly as I want to. If you don't agree with any of my statements, I really don't care and don't need to know your opinions, I have enough of my own.
Monachopsis: the subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place. Exulansis: the tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it.
This profile is not an open invitation to the timid and meek. I have a very dry, wry sense of humor, seemingly almost nonexistent. Drama out of Hollywood lacking the class of "The African Queen" with Humphrey Bogart and Katharine Hepburn does less than nothing for me. The same goes for your drama. I'm utterly bored with most media, so if your opening attempt to reach out to me is some youtube link before you have personal knowledge of my likes and dislikes, you just failed dismally. There are few operas I care for. I detest zoos, as I believe in freedom and not endangering Nature or any species other than the human unkind, but I don't believe I can save the world, so I'm more than likely totally disinterested in any of your causes brought on by your Madonna complex. Nor am I a fan of television or any board or electronic games whatsoever. I'm addicted to synapses. I am a godless pagan and have no interest at all in either what you believe, or why you believe it, so take your god and go the fuck away! Basically I'm telling you, I'm damn near unreachable if your life is filled with what I consider vile drivel, and no one can change me, so don't bother me and we'll get along just fine.
I'm an introvert, bordering on being a sociopath, with a darkly bloodthirsty sadistic and primal side, seething at having to control my desire to erase careless and thoughtless cruelty, crassness and crudity wherever I find it. Its not that I don't enjoy being with others, because I do, especially if we share common interests, ideals and approaches to people and life, but my enjoyment of others is quickly shattered by my perception of another's dishonesty.
Honesty is a hard limit for me. I truly don't care what others think, so I will bare my soul and reveal anything about myself with complete accuracy and with no excuses to try and validate my actions unless I'm questioned for more details. Judge me as you wish, for your approval or disgust means less than nothing to my existence. I don't expect the same from others, we're not all made with this "Damn All" outlook, so I accept and "except" the sin of omission from friends and acquaintances and withhold negative feelings while seeking further answers at a later time if I feel its important.
Many say they are empaths, and I'm fine with this, if they are female. I also believe female intuition, mothers' instincts and inexplicable connections to the Earth's and Mother Nature's energies exist for those born with all the genetic formulations to conceive and give birth. I've relied on body language, unusual perceptiveness and primal instincts, as well as the reactions of the many wolves I've raised, to conclude someone is being dishonest. This hasn't always worked, and even less so since I no longer live in an environment allowing me to raise wolves as members of my family, but my perceptiveness is such that the percentages are in my favor. If all of this hasn't scared you off, you should nevertheless, beware of my intensity, though knowing and trusting I'll always put your well-being first and do so with compassion.
Compassion is a must!!! But, Risk Aware Personal Responsibility In Consensual Kink is extremely important. Never discount the dangers we're involved in while we are seeking our pleasures, they always exist and can kill you.
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Favorite quote: "I've got no dog in this race, I'm betting on the rabbit." me
My thanks to the both of you. I write because it's the one means left to me at my age, having lost my wife and partner in kink to cancer five years ago, to clear out the detritus from my mind. I've always written stories based on other-worldly horror or the macabre, often set in the middle ages of Read more… Europe, England or Asia, but with no physical release for my fetishes, these erotic stories compensate a bit.
Yes, I very likely did, although the majority of my efforts were spent on rooms, often in frat houses, that needed entire walls, windows, doors and / or door frames, repaired or completely replaced. It paid well and I enjoyed the opportunity to do restoration to some form of perfection. If you're a Read more… U of M Alum, then count me as a friend.