very interested in gaining experience in many different areas as I want to learn myself. I’ve never found someone willing but am looking to partner with someone that wants to discover themself as well.
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I was thinking more in general, but Sounds on par and I’d say still counts
:1786950414,7058289, I've thought a bit about the learned behaviour / reaction idea. And I tried to remember when I first could have associated it which was when I was discovering sexual urges and went at masturbating in .. let's say interesting ways. So of course, I would Read more… have trained it right from the start. Which I just hadn't thought about for some reason. I always thought it started only once I was with another person but that's rubbish.
However, that leaves the question why I would have gone to this behaviour straight away and I think the ADHD theory could come into play. I don't think I have ADHD but I've always been high-strung and so that would explain why I would have needed more intense impulses to get into the zone just to get through all the other neuronal activity going on at the same time.
Thank you. It somehow helps me to understand this. So that would mean I'd have to go into ultra-relaxed states to feel light touch more intensely. Interesting. And I actually like that it has a lot to do with biology and is not only a case of "well she's f.. up in the head".
Love the “high strung” analogy. Makes me curious if people often have told you that you overthink?
Following. Would love any good book or psych reading recommendations on the topic bcs it hits home for me too.