Holy shit, this comment was exactly what I was looking for to explain things. I'm pretty much the same way. Trying to get into the kinkier side of things but it being difficult ans near impossible to communicate properly with all these unwavering demons in disguise are a real ***. Either people Read more… expect far too much and take their social expectations far too highly or miscommunication. My energy drained a little and my adrenaline worn off so sorry if I come off in some way I suppose I'll properly add onto this later.

As a submissive that is constantly nervous,shy,paranoid,and quiet how would I get better at being dominant. I can do basic stuff like approaching and fucking normally and roughly even sometimes able to weakly muster up something slightly degrading before going back to being silent. Although Read more… spanking seems to be an easy task. For me I usually keep on a very locked frowny and boring expression on my face and stay quiet, out of likely being nervous or just as I casually am. Problem is I have trouble getting the right mindset to commit to something,worried to hurt someone somehow or mess up. Got any ideas? Maybe there's submissives to test the waters with or something like this?

I found a propel water bottle to be much more useful than a douche has. I tried out a douche and it failed to remove any nasties. What we Bottoms need is a proper diet. Like fruits fibers and proper exercise. But as the world never ceases to fuck everything up anything we could digest or do to Read more… prepare has their negative sides.

I've always been interested in cnc but with disabilities and high anxiety I find trouble with consent(Verbalizing it whether asking or telling), im way too shy timid and submissive to hurt anyone in any way shape or form except for maybe spanking. Permissions through text and well thought out Read more… physical methods are preferred. As someone with near 0 experience with communication with others it's hard to keep things running smoothly communication wise as people really don't make it any easier. Taking the dom role makes cnc for me very difficult but in terms of being the submissive cnc is one big green light on my end and prefer that acceptance to be locked in place. The question I have is, how do you get more comfortable with being in the dominant role when your so anxiety filled and afraid to mess something up? In terms of current sexual ability I'd say I'm currently only able to show off basic vanilla skills. Hard to speak,hard to get properly comfortable,and hard to commit to what I am interested in.

Censorship. Hate this place already.

Seriously the word *** is censored?

The part about being easy to talk to and get along with i have my doubts about. I just joined and social media is a *** to be apart of and likely won't really do to much on here. Miscommunication and people's twisted expectations and social demands are alot to be freed of. For me I want to take a Read more… break from lewd right now to better my social knowledge and figure out why people are such ***s in the ass to talk to. Why the block button is so common to be used on people without hesitation.why humans have devolved significantly. I'm very kinky and very curious about it all and live in a way that doesn't make things very easy for either side of the conversation, I also live in a low population state with little hope for finding anything im looking for. My disabilities and what comes from them also render capabilities and chances even less likely to occur even without the cruelty of how people handle things.